Thursday, November 3, 2011

Meat Loaf

One of my favorite CDs is his simply the best 1999 (Epic). An oldie. Amazing. The whole album is like of those songs that play at the backround of movie ending titles, there is the sense of completion, only without the movie :P :D
A hint of contents a fav among fav, b´cause it is somehow really uplifting and positive -
Midnight at the Lost and Found

"Unrequited love" textbook

I finished the "Unrequited love" textbook tonight. Named Honey and Clover, igas osas KOLM väga head laulu, ja rohkem ei oskagi õelda. Liiga hea. Üks parimaid. In love with it. Tsutto
http://www.animecrazy.net/honey-and-clover-ii-episode-11/46605

A Bleach-moment . . .
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

I did it!
I just got SHOCKED. The ceiling, the floor... which is which? And it was a good surprise.
/.../ for you might be the black rich soil
covered by white snow
or are you the night
filled with falling flakes? /.../




Mawaru no hi

Everything happens for a reason
even when since then
the reflection in the mirror
cuts like shredded glass
under your feet
I will not dream of the future
I will not cry over the past
or break all promises given
I´ll just keep on walking
be the footprints I leave behind
red of blood or not
The unfamiliar face will someday
be familiar again, the skin natural to wear
Flowers sprout from where you step
in souls of those around
and the colors of their petals
shall at one day blend into white

For now I am OK walking
not knowing, being foolish and wrong
being mistaken or unnoticed
cut out or pulled in, above or under
makes no difference
for all spins and I don´t like standing still
... still, I ask -
is it wrong for me to want that someone
would understand me, see me as I am
not as they think I am...



Watching Honey and Clover, having a phrase in my head - mawaru no hi... õigesti kirjutatult "mawaru hi". Mulle meeldib "no" poolt tekitatav paus, õhk, ruum, katkestus. Mitte minna sõgedana edasi, vaid korra seisatada ja ...



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