A certain sadness. All keeps repeating and ... for a moment I feel down, or lower and soon forget, move on, until it happens again. FMA episode 7 didn´t help either :P Just... some things you can only wish, or sort of cultivate the ground for it.. but never make that happen yourself and I am one of the sad and stupid ones, who are waiting... :) Anyways, not here now, but other amazing things are, so again - the positive me or better to say - desperatly trying to stay/ be positive :P :D