Db 17

The sisters tended to him, warm water, towels, hot soup, clean clothes, warm socks and there was no difference between Sakura and Sode and that made him smile. A smack to the head followed with what the he are you smirking like that woke him up from his thoughts and sadly from him made him laugh - he prefers a Sakura like that.

They talked, later. When he stumbled over their doorstep.. it took a single look from his eyes to answer all possible questions, the later was just for something resembling fun, the need to express oneself, to hear eachothers´ voice. Mostly funny, because looking back it all seemed insanely funny, so the conversation was warm and full of laughter. Probably thanks to the fireplace.

There´s a trick to the trick actually, I could choose to remember or not and .. anyways, I am here now. Didn´t think I´d make it at some point, but ... it got freezing and I had forgotten to take provisions. I just .. The soup shut him up for a while, after finishing it the sisters asked him to continue. Apparently she doesn´t have much experience with humans, I lost motor control for 2 hours, you see, she uses it mostly for diplomatic reasons and added never mind, bread? after seeing the puzzled faces. So they are in the dark too, he thought. Sode had seemed to have got a little worried, looking down she said in a quiet voice - Saraje.. Sakura looked at him, he nodded and took some more bread.

She is a piece of work, that Db, said Sakura, halfly to herself, dare her to show her face here... and he added, that probably not, because the transfer is hard to control, meaning, that he might know too much.


That was the beginning of the happy times, a bit less than 75, yet priceless. Db did dare to stop by and actually, pretty often after she got used to the fact, that she had unintentionally created a son-in-law, who understands her perfectly and knows way too much about her. All for my grandchildren, she used to say and he answered, that he forgives the smashing for it is probably genetic.

After those a bit less than 75 all was the same, the flower withers, the desert stays the same. Cain´s and Sakura´s daughter took the name Sunako and later took control of their branch base in east. She was proud of her father, who tried and did it. Maybe I can too, she thought smiling softly, watering her flowers on the windowpane of her desert base.

Db 16

She didn´t want to meddle. Never liked such things. A closed door is a closed door. Still there are cracks, light flows in, there are always cracks and one is all it takes. She smirked thinking, that she had become quite a meddler and laughed to herself. A tear flowed down her cheek. A single tear tears the web of lies. So I´m a meddler, maybe I could meddle ... this once and thinking so, she left.

She had somehow always known a trick and somehow it always worked. He fell to his knees. The trick was a lot faster than speaking, explaining. Now he just knew and she could just walk off. No words, who needs them.. and when you need them, they always never come. A bit off, she thought: I smashed the door down, a bit cruel I think and laughed again

Moos ~ Bberry-cherry :D

Nii, saigi mõned tunnid köögis askeldatud ja töö viljaks on paar pisikest purgitäit kirsi-mustikamoosi. Kuna varasemat kogemust kirssidega pole ja eelmise aasta mustikamoosi tegin viisil, mida enam ei mäleta :P otsisin nö baasiks retsepte ja leidsingi, mõnusatest toidublogidest :)

* Mandline kirsi-mustikamoos

* Kirsimoos

Neist sai nii palju üle võetud, et vett ei lisanud, kallasin 2 korda mahla ära ja suhkruta keetsin marju 15 minutit.. suhkrut siis 70% klaasi :P :D ja siis oma 30 minutit keetmist, vähemalt.

Minule omaselt käisid tegemise juurde seiklused ehk sai liiga palju suhkrut lisatud ja siis kirsipõõsastelt sinna jäetud varsti valmis kirsid ära korjatud, läbi keedetud ja siis teise, suhkruga potti lisatud. Ja kallasin ka suhkruga moosist vett ära, igastahes on nüüd ka kruusike ja klaasike mustika-kirsimahlaga, üks hapu ja teine magus :)

Loodan nüüd, et moos ka kenasti säilib ja ka seda, et ma sel mustikaajal veel metsa saan :D Seal oli nii ilus, igatsen. Moos on boonus :D :D

Pärlike:
kirss on väike mango ;)

A tat depressed

.. the weather, allergical to rain, wind and cold. Too much to do inside, so rarely outside then sunny - it still tends to be windy even then. Still studing, in August too, all booked. 30th of July RCHP, my vacation and 30th of August, the exam and then uni, the hectic year. So depressed, and yet not so much... the concert and the enjoyment from studing bring it down to tat
+ swimming in a pool, because the weather&water is rather freezing (1st time out of 10, 30 lenghts, 40 = 1 km) + blueberries and cherries.. if I dare to go outside to pick the cherries am making bberry-cherry jam :D so it is still summer, just a bit different :P :D

& we went foraging yesterday, it was a little windy, but sunny and the forest was like out of a fairytale and I saw a young deer. That light golden beauty stood about 10 metres from me, got a fright, ran about 15 further and stood again, looking at me before disappearing into the forest/bog & there were really ripe wild strawberries, a true salvation and blueberries, what remind me of fairies... and my mom picked a few mushrooms, of what combined with of her findings of the day before she made cantarelli souce with dill.. served with this summer´s potatoes & they showed LOTR Return of the King, what I really love yesterday evening ~~ enough to make me smile thinking and writing about it :D so - shared :D :D

Lazy summer morning

Good morning, sunshine. Em rubbed her eyes and opened them slowly. Elsa was sitting on her bedside, with her back guarding Em´s yet soar eyes from the bright sunshine. First day of the school break, no rush getting up, she said with a soft voice. They just stayed as they were, looked out of the window, branches dancing, light flowing in green from the leaves, filling them up. After a while Em slowly turned over to Elsa and Elsa smiled. To Elsa that was her cue, she enthusiasticly asked, what Em would like to do and that she had an idea of herself. The morning market

A free man

"Hey, can you meet me tonight? Yes, I´m free. We have a nannny now. For about a week or so. Yes, I trust her now. They get on just fine," spoke Thomas on the telephone behind his desk doodling random stuff on a random piece of paper, what later turned out to be an original of a quite important document. Some scolding with a smirk from the boss - he had done it again.

Creativityrush in the kitchen

This summer my mother has trusted me with cooking dinners for the two of us and so I am trying out some simple veggie foods with a meaty twist, because to my mom meat is a must. To me it isn´t, so I try to make a meaty sidedish and the main meal a green delish. The written above sounds oddly poetic :P Anyways, it is fun and creative, because usually I just go to the store, pick up good looking/ fresh ingredients and then think up a way to use them. Altough, there is something I want to try using a recipie - spinach curry with homemade paneer - sounds way too good for me :P :D & probably going to test bean noodles soon and hopefully even sooner than that wake up early enough to visit the local market in the morning.
& that all besides studies, have to cram history of 5 countries to my allready cramped brain.. lovely summer eventhough - can still savour summer, just got to stay creative :D

Suvised annid

Paar minutit tagasi naasesin õuest, täpsemalt puudekuurist, kuhu riputasin vihtadena :P :D kuivama tänase päeva saagi: piparmünt, meliss, põdrakanep, angervaks ja naistepuna. Nende korjamine, loomulikult välja arvatud 2 esimest :) oli mõnus seiklus, sai metsikus porises ettearvamatus elemendis käidud. Ja ümberringi lendasid liblikad... Lisaks metsaandidele tõime mamma juurest sületäie lilli ja maasikad, millest püüame teha vanillikaunaga maasikamoosi ning võibolla ka kooki... ;D Suvi, täiesti.

Mamoru

i won´t defend you from
blows that life sends at you
the pain settles, life teaches
thought i, who had
never been protected, who learnt
foolish as i am, i now want
to protect you, even if
all i can do, is
catch you near ground
and be besides you
when rising again
for i was once cought near
ground...

Sõna

http://www.animecrazy.net/naruto-shippuuden-episode-269/298654

Perfection

I went out today. Grocery shopping and hobby scouting. Perfect weather, meaning warm, very warm with an occasional drizzle, didn´t spot a rainbow though. Then to my granny´s place to pick strawberries, I wondered off... and returned with a straw of blueberries and wild strawberries and a load of happiness, because it is time of abundance. My fav herbs are blooming, so hoping for dry weather and... that´s all, that itself would be perfect.

Merry summer or Winter is bound to melt and become spring ;D
& if you miss seasons, visit Estonia... we have all four of them :D

confusion as solid as concreet
feet stuck, head free
until it´s breached
can reverse
wings of the mind can free the feet
let the fresh air reach
in the vast open is freedom, the healer
chanting one´s songs

Mul on paigalseisu tunne. Eile tuletati mulle valusalt meelde, et olen ikka veel seal, kus ma kus ma olin 4 aastat tagasi. Öösel pargis, ootamas.
Wait a little longer, let me get a little stronger - nüüd olen tugevam, ärkvel, kuid sa ei teadnud oodata. Minu viga.

Everybody hurts. Me too, but fortunatly I do not know when to give up nor how to let go. So with all ten claws and teeth I hold on and live, walk on, even if I am running to stand still.