Following THE Passion

I read this and got sad for a moment. Am I following my passion? For years my passion was drawing. I lived for it. In a world of dreams, where the reality was unbearable. Now I am studying something completely different in uni. Japanese. Yet, my reality is now not only bearable, but amazing. And I did not know anime, not like this before. Passions change. I still wish to draw. Really. I also want to read more, watch and study anime in uni. I also want to make anime one day. One day, when I have enough experience and wisdom to pour into it. For that I must live, also study anime and anime industry, the society, the world around. And find the time to hone my drawing skills, writing skills, move step by step. Somehow remember my goal and from that extract the motivation. I am a very sensitive person and am depressed often. Life often washes over me. But I am trying to learn how to merge with that sea. To be sad and to know while being sad that this too will pass, that this too is experience. That nothing is bad or in vane. That I am living my dream. And that... I can do it. I can follow my passion. :)