Sju insegel

Tears tearing up another mask, one of one too many
fears still creeping near, ghoststories in mid-day´s glow
lost
sacred seals cover the depths of me, -
not to touch until death threatens
unbelievable lies to that day represent truth, doubts wisdom
days pass, more than a past, less than a future
All stays, never goes, all is, letting us be, one & only
more than seen, ever heard, always known
seek, never find; search, get lost; run, forget how to stop
Look inwards, grow
Look, a blink of an eye facing eternity first, end of the road
a raindrop flows from forehead to nose
rises a storm, wiping dams & fleas
Eradication of lairs of lies wave away, whirling, curling
Eyes on the banks, enjoying the scenery,
beat is the glimmer, Sun is the heart


- this is Something from the past. Just felt like adding it.
Link: the first line means to me these days... the constant fear of dispraise, disapproval and blame in the voices of those I look up to - this is a legacy of my past, years of school violence. I have come this far to tell, that these are ghosts and the dark is gone.
So.. that was a hint about my person, a bit of the teller´s tale.

Db 5

Missing... you can not miss for someone for so long. At some point it becomes something else. Not a pain, but a different sensation. It changes the entire being a bit paler, she has thought.. like a plant grown in less light. Taints the eyes too. Hers rain. As long as she remembers, her eyes have rained. Sode felt a tear falling down her cheek, she dried it with the back of her hand and finished the glass. "It has got cloudy. Can not see anything now", and she went to the sleeping barracks to add firewood. "This is enough... she must not overdo it", she thought, she is still in training. The reason she can not stay, is the training. Unstable, dangerous. The crater earlier... She shook her head like scaring off fear like flies, tidied her clothes and hair, stood up and calmed her face - time to go to the others, to her.

Db 4

"Would you like some supper?" Sakura asked. Dattebayo nodded and Sakura made a gesture to the staff, who told the cooks to set another plate, for Leader was joining them. To note the special occasion bottles of wine were brought to the table. Dattebayo smiled, for times were scarce and wow, they still made this wine... Lacuma valley in used-to-be SA. Sipping soup, she casually asked: "Where is Sode? I thought I saw her with you earlier." - "Probably setting up a room for you to stay tonight. She misses you." After a moment of silence, Db looked up at Sakura. She had left them alone for a long time, having no choice wasn´t the point. Sakura, concentrated on eating, looking so strong and straight minded, must feel the same way... "I can not stay long, but I can wait till dawn". From the doorway Sode was looking at them. They look so alike, both stubborn as oxes - Sakura sure got her spine. A staff member noticed her and gave her a glass of wine. Sode thanked her and went outside to drink in solitude, watching the stars in the dark sky, clouds passing, once hiding, once showing...

to bleed out is what i want
a red dawn honest and true
for the symbols to fall down
wind to be freed from words
trees dancing trough waves
for non to be kept in silence
and secrets unwillingly
hearts to speak silently, softly
reaching each other
oh, hear and smile
letting my tightly gripped hands
go... drop it into the grass
for it has served it´s purpose
and so have i

Tales from Earthsea

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Db 3

"She usually is not a comedian... so it still has effects", thought Sakura and went up to greet the young maiden, who after a hello-hug asked: "Something new?" and this too sounded alarming for "new" has a different meaning in this corner of existence. "You look younger", was the answer said with a hint of worry in the voice. Sakura lifted the girl´s chin gently to look into her eyes rainy gray, a bit sad - no, still the same as they were a hundred years ago. The face and body had got more youthful, the manners and gestures too, but the eyes spoke the same, sang the same tune, similar to her own... Waking from thought, she asked: "What brings you here, Dattebayo?" - "I heard of some stirrings" - "The shoot-down yesterday? It was nothing, but if... we will... no meaning on getting intel - what is going on? " - "Bad." Sakura looked at Dattebayo, she felt something scratching inside. Dattebayo understood her and said: "Saraye is falling". Sakura patted her shoulder and went to the barracks, where she entered to the Net: "Draw out of Saraye. Db." In hours as many as possible had been notified and evacuated. Next morning Western Union used poison in a clashdown against an heavily armed underground Nazi grouping, winds carried the toxic cloud to Saraye, yesterday a town with a million inhabitants located 15 miles from the battleground. Left a ghost city no one noticed the now empty Treason Hall nor the music and sound of dancing feet on a floor now wooden.

Friends

~15.50 from Bleach