Db 5

Missing... you can not miss for someone for so long. At some point it becomes something else. Not a pain, but a different sensation. It changes the entire being a bit paler, she has thought.. like a plant grown in less light. Taints the eyes too. Hers rain. As long as she remembers, her eyes have rained. Sode felt a tear falling down her cheek, she dried it with the back of her hand and finished the glass. "It has got cloudy. Can not see anything now", and she went to the sleeping barracks to add firewood. "This is enough... she must not overdo it", she thought, she is still in training. The reason she can not stay, is the training. Unstable, dangerous. The crater earlier... She shook her head like scaring off fear like flies, tidied her clothes and hair, stood up and calmed her face - time to go to the others, to her.