A child holding a mirror

blinded by the light shown
eaten inside by the fear
to face the scared child crying
Time may pass, eons may
come and go with
Suns dying and being born again
the tears just keep on flowing
What was it torn from my hands
did someone betray my trust
- lightning has stroked from the blue
nothing will ever be the same again
Face wet of tears I smile my faint smile
for in this night have seen stars
dashing over the sky
When the day comes
for me to open the door into the light
I´ll bear this shine in my heart
this light brighter then the Sun itself
blinded by the light shown
embracing the fear inside
the child inside, warm and tight
Still if I should fall
those stars remain somewhere
guiding or misleading
all of this painful beauty
never existant truth
My smile was true and so were my tears
fears - I´d say
not knowing much
clasping to someone´s hand
who refuses to let me go
and come
- witches´ circle, isn´t it?



Written (singing in my mind) with the ending´s tune of Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magica ringing in my head - good stuff btw ;) ? I guess I am going back. Existence without them.. is empty / Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magica 12 episodes total finished/

Mustade ja valgete vahelt
punane niit jookseb läbi
tule ja lume üheks seob
Kõhkluste tuules soovin seista
eemal abistavast käest
kukkuda, kui pole valmis
hukkuda, kui see mu tegude hind
Liha mullaks, muld õunaks
tants tulle, rahu lumme
indigosinine öö

***


Sina seal ja mina siin
me vahel okastest sein
mõlema valu ja hirm
Sajab vihm, mis mitte kunagi ei saja/ Kõik on võõrad

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Sina seal ja mina siin
me vahel okastest sein -
mõlema valu ja hirm
Läbi pisarate teineteist ei näe
jookseme mööda ja läbi
maskidega mängime
Hinged kärisevad sees

-

Sina seal ja mina siin
me vahel okastest sein
- mõlema valu ja hirm
Läbi pisarate me teineteist ei näe
jookseme mööda ja läbi
maskidega mängime
Pimedate käes on tuli ja noad
valust valu võrsub
valgust virvatulest ei erista
mu kartlik käsi, mis su külge
klammerdub, viimane lootus
oled mul sina
Valudes, hirmust painatud
okastest verel hoian ma sinust
Sa pole ei tõde ega vale
oled sa ulm või needus
- sa oled siin, teine
kes kannatab ja kahtleb
või on seal teistpool
ees



Reaktsioon: 08/11/2011 16:48 salvestatud, avaldatud 14.08 20.11.11

You don’t always have to pretend to be strong,
there’s no need to prove all the time that everything is going well,
you shouldn’t be concerned about what other people are thinking,
cry if you need to,

it’s good to cry out all your tears
(because only then will you be able to smile again).

... meaning, that I like the second half, the ridiculous-theme does not suit me :) The 2nd one is wow :D

A Super Day

Doing a lot of things, but having help. Reading and still having time to watch a movie and even do research in EBSCO. Unbelievable ! But SO TRUE :D

It truly is...

http://annesfood.blogspot.com/2011/11/fabulous-dinner.html :D

3 : One Piece

1 Control
2 Anarchy
3 Principles


Ps watching the first movie and oh, it is OLD! :D and carries messages, like

_ Do not trample on others dreams
_ If you want to be strong, be strong!

From anime, important symbols
_ A Pirate
_ A Pirate Flag
_ Inherited Will
_ Nakama
_ Following Your Dreams

A great summary
http://www.animecrazy.net/one-piece-movie-4-the-dead-end-adventure-watch/248386

& to those interested and wanting know more - this is one of my baccalaureate´s graduation paper´s topics and I think I am going to post some ideas here as well :)

WOW! A Great One Piece video!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTVBPURFSE4&feature=channel_video_title

made for a song competition, very well made I think - but remember, a fan speaking here, I remember the context and I used to cry so much when watching the sad parts ... . So much goodness in one thing, marvellous. Whoaah :D