*_* a.k.a Full

Once she said those words she could not go back. She had come all that way and now there was no return. All had changed. Everything. She now stood in the middle of vast emptiness, waving and waging around her. Empty, yet she tasted salt on her lips. She was full of sea, she no more knew if she was a ship lost in the storm or the storm herself. All she could do was to let go and fall, fall so deep that nothing could be seen again and there to see it all. Down there was madness, and she seeked no happiness. She had never thought of happiness, happiness was one of the things she thought she had lost, lost so long ago. Now after coming all this way she was falling into arms, that catch her and where are the depths now? There are only these arms, this warmth. Still, she was falling, deeper and deeper... to find so much more than she ever imagined. In the emptiness things illuminated, so many, so bright, so beautiful. How much love there was already, had been for such a long time. Yes, she had known of it, but now she felt it with every cell, every bit of her being. Immersed in this feeling, filled to the brim she cryied tears of joy, whilst held warm and tight.